56 hours ...

and counting...

Or will it be less? That's still up in the air. However...

Things seem relatively stable for the remainder of this week. Officially, my team will be split and distributed between the other four teams. And through attrition, we really only have enough agents for four teams anyway. If I wasn't leaving, we'd be cutting a supervisor position and sending someone back to the phones.

Today's meeting was better than expected. It was long, I was tired and frankly, ready for anything. But after the venting I did in a blog last night, I felt a little better. Much less anger today, much less frustration.

But something still doesn't feel right.

The flight urge isn't as great. Maybe it's the 4.5 hours of sleep I got last night. The migraine is gone, which is great. It was a relief to wake up and find that gone.

Really, the only thing I can do is take things one day at a time. I seem to have lost sight of that, which is not so good on my part. Reckon I let anger cloud my judgment. But my head feels clear, there's more of a sense of stability, at least for this week. Next week, however...

So what does one do with a supervisor with no team at Corporation X? And really, why break up the team now? Why not wait until next week? Finally, why should I care?

1. Supposedly, a decision will be made next week about what to do with me. I have volunteered to QA until my last day, but I'm not holding out much hope of that happening. Chances are, I'll be directed back to the phones. Which means I'll continue bringing belongings home this week.

2. & 3. That wasn't my choice; I would have waited the week. I don't see a whole lot for me to help transition my agents into. They've switched teams before. Why the sudden concern? Then again...

4. I do care about my agents. I want them to succeed, I want them to enjoy their iJobs at Corporation X as much as they can. I can only do so much, but I can't *not* make the effort. If I really didn't care, I wouldn't have given the 2 weeks notice. I would have packed up my shit and left.

So being in limbo sucks. Dealing with TDMH sucks.

But hey. I've got two tax checks coming and we get paid on Friday. I really don't have much to worry about -- except boxing up my stuff and departing Corporation X.