Monday, January 8, 2007

Tired of it all

It's time for a change. I'm tired of settling, tired of putting up with bullshit. I'm worth more than I'm making now, but it's not about the money. It's about treating a person with respect and trusting them to do their job.

I'm tired of the politics, the petty bullshit and all the crap that goes on behind the scenes that certain people think no one knows about. I'm tired of leadership that preaches one thing and then goes out and does exactly what we're being told not to do.

I'm tired of favoritism. I'm tired of busting my ass for an asshole who cares about appearances, not effort. I'm tired of justifying why our company sucks to my employees.

I'm tired of bullshit. I'm tired of compromising my beliefs.

I will not settle. I can do better, even if I'm slinging pizzas.

I go out on my terms. And fuck anyone who gets in my way.

Oh, as an added bonus, if you can read this, it means I trust you enough to know you won't fuck me over at work, or you'd have my back regardless of any stupid career moves I might make. Stay tuned. This should be entertaining, especially given the Zen teachings I'm trying to embrace: Everything that happens to me is the best possible thing that can happen to me. Yeah. That includes the raging clusterfuck that was Saturday.

The way I see it: With out Saturday being fucked up and getting me to realize I should be doing better, I wouldn't have seen the career opportunities that have presented themselves. And in the end, if my exodus leads the rest of the rats off the ship, then we'll all be in a better place. Yeah. Sit back and watch the fun...

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